What did study in college?
I had a major in psychology and a minor in religious studies. I always wanted to be in a field where I help people, and I was always fascinated by the mind and why people act the way they do.

 

What were you doing before you entered this formation program?
I worked as a T.S.S. worker as part of a team doing social work. I worked with kids with severe behavioral problems due to abuse. I did that for about five years, but I just wasn’t making enough money.  I decided to start substitute teaching, but I lost my job due to budget cuts. Before I was a Felician sister, I was a general manager at a Rite Aid.

 

When did you know you wanted to be a sister?
I never wanted to be a sister until a few years ago. When I was younger, my mom mentioned that she wanted to be a sister before she met my dad. I was so turned off that I told her not to bring it up again! 

 

What was the turning point leading to your commitment to a religious vocation?
There were several points, really. Five years ago I attended an adoration event where I sat to pray and read. When I got there I was moved to tears. Not sad tears but an overwhelming love I felt for Jesus. I was very humbled by them. I felt he was telling me I had to change the way I was living my life. 
    About two years ago I was sitting in church before Mass and I saw a sister sitting there, and I started to cry. I felt that God wanted me to do this, and I didn’t really want to do it. 
    Three months after that happened I met one of the Felician sisters in the airport. There is no way it wasn’t meant to be. 

 

What is the most difficult part about adjusting to religious life?
I have a dog, a German shepherd, and that has been hard for me to give up. Also giving up control and thinking I know what’s best. At first it was hard putting everything in God’s hands. I’ve been very independent for a long time.